Where Have You Been???

Dt.28th Jan 2014

A strange feeling entered my mind lately for some reason. It's hard to explain, it's complicated and never saw it coming. I kinda hate this "feeling" but I don't want it to be over. I never thought I would have this kind of feeling but somehow it's true. There's nothing I can do to stop it, which I by the way tried so many times. 

This Overwhelming Enthusiastic Feeling, which I called OEF and sounded like 'OOF' is getting stronger and stronger and seems like there's no ending at all. I kept reminding myself that it's getting over soon. And never I let my guard down because I know that the Universe sure knows how to deal with people like me.

Alright, Alright, You may wonder and have no clue what am babbling about. haha.. Blame you not, coz the things I just said doesn't make any sense. Although it may make sense to someone.. But whatever, All I'm trying to say is that I met two new girls in my life, both are smart, intelligent and well respected. But they have completely different effect in my life.

One of them is like, a hungry lioness in her den waiting for it's prey who doesn't care anything about others and doesnot give a rat's ass about others but I somehow need her and feels at home in her presence. Never met her before but became a part of my life whether I like it or not. I never utter a word in her presence unless it's really necessary. My soul sometimes went like, " why are you here? I mean why? why? why?".

And the other one is completely the opposite. She's the best thing that ever happened in my life. My soul went like, "Where Have you Been?? I've been looking all over for You". Somehow she changes everything about me. (Now I hope the first two para kinda make a lil sense). I kept thinking of her...like .. all the time. Can't get her out of my mind. I don't care if it's gonna last for a week, a day or an hour, everything seems to be completed when I'm with her.

But in this complicated world, complications emerged out of nowhere. To be honest I don't even want to talk about it. I finally like a girl enough to be my wife and every thing's going backward. I hate the stupid society we live in, why are we making things so complicated.. Why can't we just live as one? I hate this denomination's feeling. I don't want to yell about it. It's just that, the denomination does not allow us to be with each other for the rest of our lives.

Any-who, I may never marry the girl that I really liked. I do not have any reason to be angry with God though. I know HE can make everything okay, maybe HE wanted to teach me something. I can't live without HIM even for a single sec. So I'm still glad that HE gave me this little moment of happiness. And yeah by the way I hope my Boss doesn't understand that I was talking about her as the first girl.. lol.
                                                                                                                                Peace
                                                                                                                                  Xauz

Dating tips For girls

Girls, lemme tell you a lil secret about dating a guy.. as a guy myself I should never tell you these, but here are few which are at the tip of my  tongue.

1. Let him choose a place to go, but use a lil bit of manipulation and go to your choice anyway. For instance, "yeah that is a nice place, yeah, let's go there, but i just thought we are going to 'that' place.. but..but, it's fine, let's go there". We understand that 'It's fine' means 'Hell no, we are not going to that shitty place'.

2. Have a great sense of humor, or act like you have one. Laugh everytime when he makes some stupid jokes or comment. It doesn't matter if you get the jokes or not.

3. If, and only if there's any argument between you two, lemme be straight, 'silent treatment' is not a punishment girls. For guys, it's a relief. We are like, "Ohh.. Finally.. phew". Instead, ask him all the stupid questions, like, "I don't understand, why do they serve chicken but not pork", "i don't understand, why do they let us sit here, i want to sit there, you go and talk to the waitress, or talk to the manager" etc..

4. When you are in a restaurant or shopping mall or whatever, most of the men like it when girls pretending to take care of the bills.. It's not that we really want them to pay for it, no, not at all. I personally hate girls who doesn't even pretend to do that as much as i hate guys who let the girls pay. We are well aware of the fact that you don't really want to pay for it and just do some 'waving thing' with your hands pretending to search for money the moment you put your hands in your purse. But we like it.

These are all I can think of right now.. Let's just say "to be continued.. or not".

The Rain Effect

Date: 4th June 2013

Looking at the topic you may think am talking about effect on photography or whatever.. or you may not think anything at all.. No, Of Course not, I'm not talking about the effect in photography, it's kind of obvious for those who know me well, yes, you are right!! It's about girls in rain..

While I was chilling today, as usual, being awesome.. a friend of mine called me and asked me to take her to clinic as her husband was not available. And when we were in the clinic, suddenly a heavy rain was falling down. It was so heavy and sudden that even some vehicles stopped for a while.

From the small and humid waiting room, I was staring from the little window and saw a lot of people wadering in the rain. When it was raining heavily, all of a sudden, an wet girls, when i said wet, not the dirty wet, i mean wet hairs, wet clothes..etc.. if you know what i mean.. haha.. all of a sudden they look so sexy :). They seemed so attractive at the moment. And I could not take my eyes off them.. The best part was the street was full of hot and sexy girls at that instance. That was the exact moment when Mr. Stinson's stupid theory came into my mind.
Who's Mr Stinson? you may wonder, lemme explain about 'The Cheerleader Effect' by Barney Stinson. People who watch "How I met Your Mother" are well aware of Mr. Stinson. The cheerleader effect is nothing but when you see many girls at the same time, they look wonderful, gorgeous and beautiful. But when you look closely one by one at different time, they are not that good, which by the way reminds me  every-time  I walk accross Hrangbana College. lol.

Any-who, I opened my eyes wider and had a closer look at them. Yeah, he was right.. It's definitely the Effect which i called 'The Rain effect'. Yeah, they look disgusting and stopped staring immediately.

So, the moral of this story is that I should stop writing useless and stupid articles and get a life. :)

By the way, on my way home, i was in the rain and was 'wet' as well. I was wearing gray tee, apparently gray shirt look disgusting in the rain. Peace!!

Letter to Grandpa

Letter to Grandpa

Hey there Grandpa,

I hope you are doing fine in heaven. How is everything out there? have you seen all the martyrs? How are they doing? Is it similar to what we have imagined down here? I've got a lot of questions to ask you. I hope you can answer me face to face. But that's just another useless wish i have. That's alright as long as I know you are doing great there.
You know, for the first time after you left this miserable place, I came to your most beloved village and you know, the first thing i did was visiting your grave. It was clean and very beautiful. I though to myself "this is where the world's greatest grandpa lies". Yknow, your house, our house is so empty when you are not around. I don't know what happened it was so damn empty. There's nothing to do but to visit your room. There's no one, even my grandma.
The last time I came to your house you were there to welcome me and shake my hands with a smile on your face.